Battery=Running on Empty

Many people say that college takes a lot out of a person. I will be the first to attest to that!! I have been studying my rear end off!! I am so exhausted both physically and mentally. It is only 7:52, but as soon as I close my computer and take a shower, I am off to bed!! It seems like the days are getting longer. But thats because tomorrow is only Wednesday. But thats okay because on Monday, I don't have classes =) I have been trying to get as much sleep as my studies will allow. Right now that hasn't been a whole lot. I try to sneak a nap in here and there. I guess I just need to get used to this hustle and bustle of a life. I am hoping my mom will come see me this weekend =) she said she may so that's exciting!! I hope everyone has a safe and happy labor day weekend!! <3 you all!!!!

Another Busy week!!!

Well it's Monday again. I had a lovely weekend at home visiting with my family and Nathan's family (pretty much my family as well) :) so that was nice. It was weird coming back. I was so adjusted to being here and going home was weird but I started to get used to home again, so when I came back here it was really weird. Not exactly how I thought it was going to be. I had a few tears as I left home again. Not as many as the first time though. Today was an extremely long day, as last night I was up late studying. It was hard to wake up today, and by 1:00 I was fighting to stay awake. I made it though!!!! I wish I could say early to bed tonight, but I have a lot of homework to do. This week is very busy in terms of due dates, and things I need to get done. I often am reminded by the work load, that this is not high school anymore!! But that's okay =) its just going to take some adapting. Well thats about it for tonight, as I need to start my reading in my textbook. Seems like all I do nowadays. But anyway, I hope everyone has had a wonderful Monday, and I wish everyone and amazing week!! Love you all and thanks for reading my blog!! If you were here, say hi so I know you stopped by =)

<3 always,
Alyssa

It's Just Beginning

Well today is my 3rd day of classes. Everything is going extremely well. I have had a lot of homework, but that is to be expected in college. I still continue to meet wonderful people. I am so excited tomorrow for my first night of bible study. I love the EDGE church and everyone that I have met from there. I will be very happy to see my family and Nathan this weekend. It's been a week but feels like a month. I can not wait to see them. I miss my sister terribly as well and I think of her often. I really like all of the girls in my dorm. Everyone is so nice and it's always fun to see everyone before and after classes. People always stop in and say hi, which is fun. Nathan and I have been on Skype a lot which is amazing! I love being able to see him. He started classes the same day I did so we get to compare =) I have been gettting a lot of inspritaitonal cards from my family, which help a lot. I love getting mail =) I got a care package from my family =) they are the best. I LOVE THEM!!! I cant wait to see everyone next time I come home. I have learned to take one day at a time and be thankful for each day as a new gift. I trust in God to be my guide. I rely on him, as he has a plan for my life and my future. I just leave it up to him and trust in him, which gets me through. Well thats all for now, I am off to my children's literature class =) I hope everyone has a great day!!

Keeping the Faith

Well, I almost made it through my first whole week at Winona. Classes haven't officially started, but they will Monday. Not gonna lie, I am a little nervous!! I have been getting cards and letters in the mall and I LOVE IT!! thank you to everyone who has sent me something. My entire day is made when I open the mailbox and see something addressed to me. I have met so many wonderful people here. It is so nice to know that everyone is so helpful and supportive. I have enjoyed sincerely meeting everyone that I have this week. Everyone is amazing. God put me here for a reason and he put the people I have met here for a reason as well. I cant wait to see what happens in the coming months as God uses me in ways I can't even fathom. I put all my faith in the Lord and allow him to guide me. Tomorrow night at 6 i will go to church at the EDGE with my amazing friend sami. She has helped me so much and is amazingly supportive. Sometimes I swear we are the person. I am extremely blessed to have all the people in my life that I do. God works is amazing ways and he has a plan for me. It may not be the same plan I have, but I trust in him to be my guide. I just have faith and each day is a new day.

Scooter

I am so happy I got my scooter today. I think it will help a lot, as I am tired of falling down. Its a little big and bulky, especially getting around corners, and the elevators are very small so I need to be careful. I dont wanna run over anyones bare tootsies especially since everyones wearing flip flops. I hope it will help tomorrow having the scooter. I am excited to be able to get around =)

Response to Comments

I really want to thank my friends and family for following my blog, and being so supportive. It means the world to me knowing that you guys are behind me 100%. I know I can do it, it's just going to take a little time to adjust. I really do believe that I am meant to be here. God has a plan for me, and I will carry out his plan. He put me on this earth to be successful. I love each and every one of you more than words. Thank you for commenting uncle Josh and grandma and grandpa. You guys are the nest family anyone could hope to have. And thank you lastly to Nathan, as you are my number one supporter and are behind me completely. It means the world knowing that you understand what I'm going through and being there for me. Tomorrow we have a picnic lunch and a course called "Beer, Booze, and Books" should be interesting. Today I met the people in my teaching program. They are so nice. I cant wait to get to know them all more. There are only 2 boys in a class of 30!!!!! I'm sure they love it!!! They are super annoying but I don't pay attention to them.  I start each day with God and lean on him and trust him. I also just live by the "each day is a new day"

Getting Adjusted

Well I am here and all moved in. I had dinner with my floor of my residence hall. It was fun, and I met some nice people. My anxiety level is still extremely high. I met my RA and she's really nice. She's super supportive. Everyone here has been so welcoming. Tomorrow orientation starts at 9am. We are going to have tours and more meetings. Tonight they are showing a movie for everyone on campus for everyone. I am still very nervous. It's been fun so far but a little weird.

Scary Steps

Tonight as I am sitting on my bed writing my first entry, I have tons of mixed emotions. I am so sad too be leaving the life I have known for 18 years behind, but at the same time so excited for the next step in the future. The hardest part was saying goodbye to my family and my sweet Nathan. I know it's not goodbye forever, but that still doesn't make it any easier. Tomorrow I will leave my house at 9 am and officially leave my childhood behind. I have orientation from tomorrow, until Friday. Then on Monday the 22nd, classes officially begin.
I am excited to move in with my room mate Leah, who I have known since 9th grade. It will be an experience for both of us =). I am so sad that this will be the last night in my bed, and knowing this is the last time I will permanently be living at home. This is extremely bittersweet, as if I can almost see my entire life right in front of me. God is my guide, and I will lean on him through the hard times, and praise him and rejoice through the good. I love all of my friends and family so much, and I want to thank all of you for your love and support. It means so much to me. I will try to keep updated as much as possible, but I of course will be studying. Well i'm off to bed because I leave early tomorrow. I will update sometime later this week to let everyone know how my new life is going. Until then.. =)